Reposition Myself
The past 7 days have had a huge impact on me. The first time in 8 years that I've had a decent value anchor. I have been in a company that I work so hard but have been receiving disproportionate rewards for my work. Despite the self doubt, but the market speaks for itself.
As someone once put it, I was like making sure a broken boat doesn't sink in a broken system. The boat keeps sinking, and I keep filling all the holes. I plugged every single hole, but the boat sails slow. People blame me for it. I took it as my responsibility, but it turned out never mine. The failed system made everything super hard. It's extremely hard to push any task.
I finally have a way out. I don't know if I'm gonna make it yet, but my perspective has changed. This changes everything.